A special thanks post C:

I would like to thank Kent Liew for lending me Dzai.
I've captured lots of sweet moments.

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夕阳无限好

跟往常一样，与旧同事用完午餐后送他们上班。
一个人驾着车，突然收音机传来熟悉的旋律。
一首 Eason 的夕阳无限好让我对某些事情有了领悟。

夕阳很美，却短暂。
所谓夕陽無限好　卻是近黃昏。
夕阳靠近黄昏，也代表着黑夜的到来。
就像美好的事情，美好的回忆。
很短暂，很快就结束。
可是，夕阳每一天都会有。
也代表着美好的东西每一天都会有。
是看人怎样去看待而已。


最让我印象深刻的两段歌词，
“好風景多的是　夕陽平常事
然而每天眼見的　永遠不相似”
我们所看到的事情多的是，有好也有坏。
但这些都是平常事。
没有必要刻意去想，也没有必要刻意去烦。
因为每一天，我们必须面对不同的事情与挑战。
就是因为世事无常，能够掌握的事情太少。
只能做的事情就是轻轻松松的看待人生。


太过执著于一样东西，只会给自己带来烦恼。
为何不尝试放松点，让它顺其自然呢？
人在宇宙上虽然是很渺小，但最重要是活在当下。

I hope after YOU read this, YOU could get the message that I wanted to tell you.
I understand the intention is good,but we really do not know what is going to happen until the end.
What you can do is to give her all the support and care that she needs,to be there when she needed you.
I believe she will see all these. :)

Perception of the Old Folks

I wonder why the old folks they have one same perception, where they think that SONS always better than DAUGHTERS.
Aren't they your children as well? Aren't they came out from the same mother womb? Aren't they deserve the same treatment?
What we can see from the dramas, where only the SONS deserved to own their parents' properties.

WHAT KIND OF PERCEPTION IS THIS?

So they think that when their daughters gonna be someone else when they got married?
As in they are married to another family?
So they have to FULLY UTILIZE their daughters before they 'sent' them off to another family?

I thought this kind of perception only happened during ancient time ago.
Unfortunately, I'm the unlucky one who experience all these and my mom can considered as a modern mommy.

I was educated that I have to tolerate with my younger brother as the name given 'younger' and he is too young for everything such as the chores.
I have to sweep and mop the floor every weekend before I can go for TV programmes when I was in primary school.
I have to sweep and mop both the living room and second floor rooms every weekend before I can go for TV programmes when I was in lower secondary.
I have to iron my own school uniforms as well as my brother's uniform before I go to bed.
I need to wash all the dishes right after meals.

And what my brother does? Nothing but a couch potato all the time before we own a lappy.
What my parents' excuses was, 'Oh come on he is your younger brother and he is too young for all these.'
Alright, and that was my perception too.

When I was 16, we have our very first laptop with screamyx connection.
In order for us to enjoy the connection, my mommy came out with a requirement as per below;
a) Homework must be done
b) Chores must be done ( I'll be in charge of the second floor while my bro will be in charge of the living room)
c)Only for weekends

Ended up, what happened was.
I see my younger brother sitting front of the laptop without doing the chores.
My mom DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM WITHOUT RANTING
I sit front of the laptop without completing my chores, SHE DID NOTHING BUT YELLED AT ME.
Is this what we call FAIR?

Talking about ironing uniform.
After I was graduated from secondary school, I no longer help him to iron his uniform.
What happened was, she IRON THE UNIFORM FOR HIM EVERY NIGHT BEFORE SHE SLEEPS.

Its like, whatever my brother says will be a yes yes but whatever I said will be a NO NO.

She did complaint that my brother this and my brother that.
BUT, when I sounded my bro as an ELDER sister cz I have the right to so, she is helping him out by scolding me back.

So, what else I can do?

What lead me to this post was, I told her I want a study table for my own in my room.
FYI I do not own a study table.
My brother will be owning the table as he claimed that he wants to do his homework and what I can do is to tolerate.
Or else I will get the yell again.
Each and every time when the table been used by my bro, I would have to do my homework on the thinggy where people used to iron shirts on where I can adjust the height that comfortable for me.

So this time, I told her that I want a study table for me.
She gave me a lot of excuses.
No matter what my bro asked for,requested for or my bro not even requested, she will fulfill it.

Am I asking too much, mommy?

My Future

今天是放榜的日子，却榜上无名。
口口声声说不介意，已打算放弃本地大学。
可是，当受到通知，‘Dengan dukacitanya, anda tidak terpilih ke mana-mana IPTA'
心里感到莫名的心酸。
别人都因为进入梦寐以求的本地大学而高兴得在面子书告知天下。
我只能够默默的伤心。
后悔为何当初不好好的利用那一年半。

一切已成过去。
应该往前看。
无缘进入渴望的大学。
只好花钱，去别间。

对自己承诺好，一定要在这三年好好得努力。
不再让家人，老师失望。
不再让别人看不起。

亲爱的老师，我让你再一次的失望了。
曾经让你骄傲过。
但现在，你一定对我很失望吧？

从朋友口中听过，
“哪里跌倒，就从哪里爬起来”
再给我三年的机会。
我一定不会再让你失望。
我答应你......

Part of My Life :)

It had been almost one month after I resigned from my current work.
Longest work I have ever did.
Newly exposed to a call centre company.

Stress and tension this work gave me seriously pissed me off.
Imagine customers yell and bark at you like nobody's business.

Finally, I tendered my resignation letter two months in advanced.
Life before the resignation letter, I survived alone.
I don't meant that I do not have a single colleague that help me out.
But me myself, chose to stay a distance with them.

I tendered my letter, on April.
I received my confirmation letter,stated that my last day of working in the company will be on 20th of June.


Supposed, I should be happy leaving this work.
I told my family members how anticipating I am to leave this work.
I do not need to listen to their barks and my mom would not worry over me working midnight shift.

所谓，人是犯贱的。

Due to certain issues.
I was exposed to a group of helpful colleagues.
Since then, I counting days.
Look through the calender in my iLui will be part of my routine.
Counting how many days more will I be with th
em.

May, was the starting point.
Thanks to the spoilt hardphone.
I was forced to shift place.
Kent, was the first one I close with.
We laughed our asses off until people complaint about our laughters.
However, who cares?
He is someone that I can do heart to heart talk with.
We shared a lot on our opinions towards different aspect.
We have the same interest, we LOVE pictures and cameras.
I'M NOT GONNA GIVE A DAMN SHIT PEOPLE CLAIMING WE ARE 自恋.
I still remember the first time we went out for brunch hunting for his girlfriend's pressie.
Snapping and capturing everywhere.
Until our pastas are cold lying on the tables.
That's our interest.
He did childish, but he has his maturity as well but a hidden one :)
A heart to heart talk with him, then you'll see his maturity.

Then, due to one of our colleagues' birthday.
I did a planning with this girl named KONG NGA MUI.
We became close, as the venue was a club.
She loves alcoholic drinks, so both of us did the plannings.
Before we get to know each other well, we went for supper several times but we talked less.
The only common thing among us is, siu gai yek!
However, what made us closer was, CAMERA and PICTURES.
She loves capturing and I love posing. So that's all about it. :)
A tiny size girl who is easily touched by pictures,words and actions.
She impressed me with her bravery and how she looks towards her life.
A good listener and she helps a lot.
A dai gar jie who will take good care of the drunks during clubbing.
Imagine, we yam cha only several times before my resignation and we yam cha almost EVERYDAY after my resignation.
Try to look at the bond.
The bond's strength, you can compare it to the London Bridge :)

Finally the date came,where I have to leave the company.
I did not feel happy as I anticipated.
In fact, I was wondering how nice if I owned an hour glass.
I wish I could turn back the time.
Once I stepped out of the building, it is equivalent that I won't be seeing my colleagues as often.
I won't get to listen to their laughter.
I won't get to slack out to pantry and gossip while eating as usual.
I won't get to disturb people while working.
I won't get to snap pictures of people dozing off while working.
I won't be able to scream over nice pictures we captured together.
I won't be able to ask, 'what time lunch jek? stomach damn hungry lah'

I knew them for only half a year.
I will not address them as colleagues, but my family members.
My farewell, they planned well.
They knew what I like, what's my interest, what's my favourite.
I feel like I have knew them for years.
I felt so touched by the farewell they did for me.
Again, I don't feel like leaving them.

After leaving the company, I wasn't left behind.
We go for supper almost everyday.
Talking over what happened in company.
Sitting alone at home, looking through the pictures we had, posts and comments we posted.
Made me think of them, and memories we had together.

What touched me the most was, my birthday.
What they have done for me.
I felt that I was really appreciated.

Now, it will be part of my routine where the second tab of my browser will be the GMM1-CB's page.
The only page where I can bring myself closer to them and whats happening.

They had become a part of my life.
Although I need to suffer on the customers' bark, but what I got in returned was I have a bunch of lovely family members.

These are angels that God sent to me.
Thanks for all the joy and happiness.
:)


proudly present,
My bunch of family members :)