Apple

苹果，总是让人觉得很健康。
对我而言，朋友就像苹果。

交朋友就像买苹果。
一大带的买回来。
袋子里面有多少个苹果是好的，多少个苹果是坏的，我们根本不晓得。
也许有些只有局部坏了，切了就可以吃。

一打开电脑，看见合照。
合照里很多人，就如很多个苹果。

人是没有完美的。
每个人可以说是局部坏了的苹果。
一旦把坏的部分切了，依然还是可以吃的苹果，而且还很甜。
就像有些人，也许有自己的性格，自己的坏习惯。
只要他们肯接受别人给的意见及劝告。
他们依然是很好的一位朋友。

当然，当中一定会有一两个坏苹果。
把坏的部分切掉，里面依然是坏的。
根本就要不得。
不接受别人的劝告，反而死性不改。
这些就是正说为的最佳损友。

最恐怖的是，你吃完那个苹果才发现是坏的。
在你面前扮演着笑面虎的角色。
在你背后插你一刀。
死了还不知情。

my NYIEH friend,
I do understand your frustration today.
Some of the apples, they might rotten partially when you look at it physically.
You might try to cut off the rotten part.
As a result, you might cut your own finger and hurt yourself, at the same time you realised the apple still badly rotten inside.
I do understand your intention.
You can proceed with what's on your mind as I believe everything comes with a good intention of yours.
But do promise me,not to let yourself got hurt.
:)

A special thanks post C:

I would like to thank Kent Liew for lending me Dzai.
I've captured lots of sweet moments.

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夕阳无限好

跟往常一样，与旧同事用完午餐后送他们上班。
一个人驾着车，突然收音机传来熟悉的旋律。
一首 Eason 的夕阳无限好让我对某些事情有了领悟。

夕阳很美，却短暂。
所谓夕陽無限好　卻是近黃昏。
夕阳靠近黄昏，也代表着黑夜的到来。
就像美好的事情，美好的回忆。
很短暂，很快就结束。
可是，夕阳每一天都会有。
也代表着美好的东西每一天都会有。
是看人怎样去看待而已。


最让我印象深刻的两段歌词，
“好風景多的是　夕陽平常事
然而每天眼見的　永遠不相似”
我们所看到的事情多的是，有好也有坏。
但这些都是平常事。
没有必要刻意去想，也没有必要刻意去烦。
因为每一天，我们必须面对不同的事情与挑战。
就是因为世事无常，能够掌握的事情太少。
只能做的事情就是轻轻松松的看待人生。


太过执著于一样东西，只会给自己带来烦恼。
为何不尝试放松点，让它顺其自然呢？
人在宇宙上虽然是很渺小，但最重要是活在当下。

I hope after YOU read this, YOU could get the message that I wanted to tell you.
I understand the intention is good,but we really do not know what is going to happen until the end.
What you can do is to give her all the support and care that she needs,to be there when she needed you.
I believe she will see all these. :)

Perception of the Old Folks

I wonder why the old folks they have one same perception, where they think that SONS always better than DAUGHTERS.
Aren't they your children as well? Aren't they came out from the same mother womb? Aren't they deserve the same treatment?
What we can see from the dramas, where only the SONS deserved to own their parents' properties.

WHAT KIND OF PERCEPTION IS THIS?

So they think that when their daughters gonna be someone else when they got married?
As in they are married to another family?
So they have to FULLY UTILIZE their daughters before they 'sent' them off to another family?

I thought this kind of perception only happened during ancient time ago.
Unfortunately, I'm the unlucky one who experience all these and my mom can considered as a modern mommy.

I was educated that I have to tolerate with my younger brother as the name given 'younger' and he is too young for everything such as the chores.
I have to sweep and mop the floor every weekend before I can go for TV programmes when I was in primary school.
I have to sweep and mop both the living room and second floor rooms every weekend before I can go for TV programmes when I was in lower secondary.
I have to iron my own school uniforms as well as my brother's uniform before I go to bed.
I need to wash all the dishes right after meals.

And what my brother does? Nothing but a couch potato all the time before we own a lappy.
What my parents' excuses was, 'Oh come on he is your younger brother and he is too young for all these.'
Alright, and that was my perception too.

When I was 16, we have our very first laptop with screamyx connection.
In order for us to enjoy the connection, my mommy came out with a requirement as per below;
a) Homework must be done
b) Chores must be done ( I'll be in charge of the second floor while my bro will be in charge of the living room)
c)Only for weekends

Ended up, what happened was.
I see my younger brother sitting front of the laptop without doing the chores.
My mom DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM WITHOUT RANTING
I sit front of the laptop without completing my chores, SHE DID NOTHING BUT YELLED AT ME.
Is this what we call FAIR?

Talking about ironing uniform.
After I was graduated from secondary school, I no longer help him to iron his uniform.
What happened was, she IRON THE UNIFORM FOR HIM EVERY NIGHT BEFORE SHE SLEEPS.

Its like, whatever my brother says will be a yes yes but whatever I said will be a NO NO.

She did complaint that my brother this and my brother that.
BUT, when I sounded my bro as an ELDER sister cz I have the right to so, she is helping him out by scolding me back.

So, what else I can do?

What lead me to this post was, I told her I want a study table for my own in my room.
FYI I do not own a study table.
My brother will be owning the table as he claimed that he wants to do his homework and what I can do is to tolerate.
Or else I will get the yell again.
Each and every time when the table been used by my bro, I would have to do my homework on the thinggy where people used to iron shirts on where I can adjust the height that comfortable for me.

So this time, I told her that I want a study table for me.
She gave me a lot of excuses.
No matter what my bro asked for,requested for or my bro not even requested, she will fulfill it.

Am I asking too much, mommy?

My Future

今天是放榜的日子，却榜上无名。
口口声声说不介意，已打算放弃本地大学。
可是，当受到通知，‘Dengan dukacitanya, anda tidak terpilih ke mana-mana IPTA'
心里感到莫名的心酸。
别人都因为进入梦寐以求的本地大学而高兴得在面子书告知天下。
我只能够默默的伤心。
后悔为何当初不好好的利用那一年半。

一切已成过去。
应该往前看。
无缘进入渴望的大学。
只好花钱，去别间。

对自己承诺好，一定要在这三年好好得努力。
不再让家人，老师失望。
不再让别人看不起。

亲爱的老师，我让你再一次的失望了。
曾经让你骄傲过。
但现在，你一定对我很失望吧？

从朋友口中听过，
“哪里跌倒，就从哪里爬起来”
再给我三年的机会。
我一定不会再让你失望。
我答应你......

Part of My Life :)

It had been almost one month after I resigned from my current work.
Longest work I have ever did.
Newly exposed to a call centre company.

Stress and tension this work gave me seriously pissed me off.
Imagine customers yell and bark at you like nobody's business.

Finally, I tendered my resignation letter two months in advanced.
Life before the resignation letter, I survived alone.
I don't meant that I do not have a single colleague that help me out.
But me myself, chose to stay a distance with them.

I tendered my letter, on April.
I received my confirmation letter,stated that my last day of working in the company will be on 20th of June.


Supposed, I should be happy leaving this work.
I told my family members how anticipating I am to leave this work.
I do not need to listen to their barks and my mom would not worry over me working midnight shift.

所谓，人是犯贱的。

Due to certain issues.
I was exposed to a group of helpful colleagues.
Since then, I counting days.
Look through the calender in my iLui will be part of my routine.
Counting how many days more will I be with th
em.

May, was the starting point.
Thanks to the spoilt hardphone.
I was forced to shift place.
Kent, was the first one I close with.
We laughed our asses off until people complaint about our laughters.
However, who cares?
He is someone that I can do heart to heart talk with.
We shared a lot on our opinions towards different aspect.
We have the same interest, we LOVE pictures and cameras.
I'M NOT GONNA GIVE A DAMN SHIT PEOPLE CLAIMING WE ARE 自恋.
I still remember the first time we went out for brunch hunting for his girlfriend's pressie.
Snapping and capturing everywhere.
Until our pastas are cold lying on the tables.
That's our interest.
He did childish, but he has his maturity as well but a hidden one :)
A heart to heart talk with him, then you'll see his maturity.

Then, due to one of our colleagues' birthday.
I did a planning with this girl named KONG NGA MUI.
We became close, as the venue was a club.
She loves alcoholic drinks, so both of us did the plannings.
Before we get to know each other well, we went for supper several times but we talked less.
The only common thing among us is, siu gai yek!
However, what made us closer was, CAMERA and PICTURES.
She loves capturing and I love posing. So that's all about it. :)
A tiny size girl who is easily touched by pictures,words and actions.
She impressed me with her bravery and how she looks towards her life.
A good listener and she helps a lot.
A dai gar jie who will take good care of the drunks during clubbing.
Imagine, we yam cha only several times before my resignation and we yam cha almost EVERYDAY after my resignation.
Try to look at the bond.
The bond's strength, you can compare it to the London Bridge :)

Finally the date came,where I have to leave the company.
I did not feel happy as I anticipated.
In fact, I was wondering how nice if I owned an hour glass.
I wish I could turn back the time.
Once I stepped out of the building, it is equivalent that I won't be seeing my colleagues as often.
I won't get to listen to their laughter.
I won't get to slack out to pantry and gossip while eating as usual.
I won't get to disturb people while working.
I won't get to snap pictures of people dozing off while working.
I won't be able to scream over nice pictures we captured together.
I won't be able to ask, 'what time lunch jek? stomach damn hungry lah'

I knew them for only half a year.
I will not address them as colleagues, but my family members.
My farewell, they planned well.
They knew what I like, what's my interest, what's my favourite.
I feel like I have knew them for years.
I felt so touched by the farewell they did for me.
Again, I don't feel like leaving them.

After leaving the company, I wasn't left behind.
We go for supper almost everyday.
Talking over what happened in company.
Sitting alone at home, looking through the pictures we had, posts and comments we posted.
Made me think of them, and memories we had together.

What touched me the most was, my birthday.
What they have done for me.
I felt that I was really appreciated.

Now, it will be part of my routine where the second tab of my browser will be the GMM1-CB's page.
The only page where I can bring myself closer to them and whats happening.

They had become a part of my life.
Although I need to suffer on the customers' bark, but what I got in returned was I have a bunch of lovely family members.

These are angels that God sent to me.
Thanks for all the joy and happiness.
:)


proudly present,
My bunch of family members :)

It's already almost middle of May
And yet I'm not deciding yet what to do and which to go..

LEE WINGKEE
can you be a decisive person? RAWRRR

Tendered resignation letter,this gonna be 1 and half months before I'm leaving.
MCB team,gonna miss miss you guys badly :/
The joy and laughter you guys gave me.
You guys taught me the right Mandarin,you guys made me learn few accents of Mandarin.

Alright,pause now at the emo emo part of I'm leaving.
Although it's an off day for me today,but I've been traveling all around KL.
Woke up in the morning,rushed into Koay Koay's car then headed for breakfast.

*sorry wey koay koay kept you waited for 10 mins x)*

HELP college was the next destination,which decides 'bout my future! *chiiieeeehhh*
Big and nice campus.
Sad part was,the campus not completed yet and I might bear with the drilling sound in the middle of the class :/

Finally,drove to Selayang,met with tua lin lin and wantan liew.
Hmm,had my so called lunch there and chit chat session on.
Ended up go 20 mins back half an hour as a result of wantan dozed off,I went the wrong path.
Downloaded latest papago,phone out of battery. =/
I lost my self middle of selayang TT

aite aite!
It's time for bedtime story!
BUH BYEEEEE

stay tune for next update x)

幸福事小

幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的誰還想管
幸福是一起醒來說早安
海枯石爛這種大事 與我無關

幸福是完成妳每一個期盼
登月或摘星留給誰去狂歡
幸福是陪著妳回味遺憾
偉大的圓滿與我們 真的無關

原来幸福可以那么简单
当初拥有的简单单纯的幸福
如今已失去
永远都无法找回

原本是幸福的小女孩
如今，一无所有....

还是雨天.....

Weather cloudy,finally came to rainy...
Just nice to describe my current feeling.

hmm~
Seems like no one for me to pour my feelings on.
So,bloggie..
Please kindly lend me your page :)
Let me pour it all on and you shall keep it a secret.. SHHH

I miss when I was 17.
Live without worries,live without fear.
Study will be my full time job while tuition will be my part time job.
Friends will be my best property I ever had.

Now?
People I thought angels turned into demons.
What I could expect more?

Shall I back to my full time job?
:)
Think 'bout it

雨天

真的感到有点疲倦......

应该选择放开还是继续?

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情，回忆里待续

Lil Updates of Mine~

I'm back to this blog,as I'm able to customize it now~

Well,finally I'm able to update abit in this blog.

Things changed in few months time.

Friends,relationships or even surroundings...

Happy with my current life now.

Freedoms

I CAN SMELL IT WEY!

Have some beer with besties, yam cha session and whatsoever shits!

I don't wish to have any changes if possible x)

Kinda frust with this work now.

No longer find it challenging,no longer find it fun.

Singaporeans act smart.

In fact they aren't -.-

I thought they are well educated in the sense of manners maybe?

Too bad most of them aren't in anyways.

So what if you paying so much?

Terminate it? go ahead dude,ladies and gentlemen.

Studies? or waiting for next job opportunity?

Confused mind

Thats what buggin' grown up kid.

RAWR!

that's all for the updates now!

ciaooooz

I'm back~

Alright!
I'm back to this bloggie :)